Trapped in between.

Am I not determined enough? Am I not as hardworking as the others? Why must I be in such a difficult position. I'm doing this for myself, I'm doing that for a friend.

You hate me? Tell you what, I can't help hating myself too.

I think this if funny lolz.

solitude.

Happy birthday Jamie!

Ok Hello. The big bold words speak all. Hehe, hope you and Caiqi enjoyed your birthday cake and smash. It was fun, but overall, it was not a good day. Many things happened in our class.
Went to swensens today after remedial. Jamie's treat, thx, and happy birthday. (L)


Everyone's kinda blur except Meihui ): The cameras are always biased towards her.
See. Maybe cuz she's pretty that's why.


Nice try acting cool, jamie. I'm cooler!


Not that short...

Today was a frustrating day after all. People don't seem to care.

Haha I kept saying I want to delete my blog, but I somehow don't bear to. L0o0olzx. Ohyea, next time I don't want to ask Miss Farhana if I can go to the washroom already. She ignores me at times. Irritating. I screamed at her, she didn't even know. Cool.

Hihi, I have absolutely nothing to do. Maybe I will study later, my grades are dropping. I must study harder ): WHY MAN WHY.

Ok this was what happened, hehe.
MF= Mr Farhan
M=Meihui

MF: Please do not sleep in class
M: *Wakes up*
MF: Very tired ah?
M: *Does nothing*
MF: You okay or not you not feeling well must send you home eh.
M: *Shakes head* No....
MF: *Walks away*
M: *PUTS HEAD DOWN AND SLEEPS AGAIN*
Hazel: *Bursts into laughter* WALK AWAY THEN SLEEP AGAIN AH

Ok that's retarded. Bye.

As I dither over what to say.....

I'll just gonna complain about myself.

- I thought chinese was easy. You wna know how much I got?
- I forgot to revise about gradient for math.
- I THINK I'M SCREWING SCIENCE. God, please help.
- Home ec and geog, nothing to say.
- MATH WAS OK, BUT I THINK I NEED DOUBLE SPECS TO MAKE ME LESS CARELESS.
- English was a total disappointment.
- Lit, one point missed out. My time management sucks.

I don't know what I should do now. Only one more chance left which is sa2. Right from the beginning I already know that I'm not going to do well. I thought so highly of myself. I guess I don't even know where I stand.
Today had lit and math paper. I left one point out in my lit. I spent like 20 over mins for my first question. Maths.. It wasn't the killer which I thought it was. But you know I just realised my careless mistakes.
Darn. Do you know how much I hate myself now. I just hope I pass all of them. Goodluck, me.

You know how it feels like when you're wanting so much for something to be done but it cannot be completed. It just goes on and on. And there you are standing, in the middle of no where, when everyone moves on and leaving you in the lurch.
Great.

Your vow to heaven,

Hellohellohello.

Should I delete my blog?
I feel like deleting everything -.- Even my facebook. Suckzzzzzz. Exams R starting next wednesday. I haven't been studying.

Went to catch where got ghost. Was funny and kinda scary at the beginning, but it became scarier when it was nearing the end of it. Screamed several times, held hands with Angela once, HAHA. Xg screamed too, I seldom see her scream though. HAHA WHY SO HILARIOUS.
Oh and btw, I went with Xg, Angela, Yeehern and Joel.
Went for J.co after movie, I bought 3 donuts yo.

Sorry no pictures, but I enjoyed my day :)

HOW AM I GOING TO COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK?!

Happy 13th Birthday Stella!
Be happy, you know everyone loves you beyond words can describe. :D

Hihi everyone.
My brother is kind of dumb, he wanted to make a card for his girlfriend and he didn't know how to make one. (...) I really cannot stand him, he asked me to do almost practically everything.

Hehe, later going out to catch a movie. With Meihui, Angela, Yeehern........ I forgot who already! ): Okay nevermind, still going to see them later.

I HATE MY BLOG. CUZ I DON'T HAVE PICTURES.

Reminiscing about the past us.

Hazel has schizophrenia. Help her. Save her. Rescue her.

I didn't attend school today. It hurted like &%$#@! and the swell got huge so I didn't attend. Thanks people, for your care and concern, appreciated much.

Hope Miss Farhana doesn't demand me for an MC tomorrow. Because I don't even have one. I visited the dentist, not the doctor, so there's no MC. Haha.

Class photo-taking tomorrow. How on earth am I going to smile when my mouth is out of shape when I do? HAHA, SHIT MAN.

I admit I still ell oh vee ee him alot. :D The quality sucks abit, cuz t'was taken at night.

Damn it I can't upload the other picture. Sorry, I will take picures with people when my mouth gets better. :/

Toodles for now (:

hectic hilarious happy

Everyone looks happy here :D

& There's our Hazel-is-taller-than-her form teacher in the middle.

I just found out something really hilarious. I do have a plurk account, but I didn't post that thing onto my blog. MY KARMA IS 0.05. And I have fans, HAHA.

I started my day today with a groan. I was reluctant to go to school. So, so reluctant! At about 7.15am I thought really long and decided to just go, despite having a really swollen upper lip. It looks really ugly now.
Anyway, I think I'm going for an appointment with the dentist tomorrow evening. And the treatment I'm going to undergo is called root canal. &&& I just realised it's a kind of dental operation :O
Went to look for a video but all of them are from caucasian countries, uhhhh.

DARN. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO. DOES IT HURT ALOT?

Plague me till I couldn't sleep,

I uploaded all of my webcam photos with Meihui. :D And please don't mind me looking gay in the photos, just couldn't help it.

Darn, that treatment is going to cost a bomb. I have an infection in my mouth. Well, it was obviously caused my bacteria. The infection caused my upper lip to swell alot. And it really hurts alot..................
Visited the dentist a few days ago, and he said I'll be alright to put braces after my treatment. That was the great thing that kept me happy that day. (:

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore! The parade was I thought, was better than last year's. Don't you think soooooo?

I guess I'm not going for the photo-taking for wushu troupe after all. I was kind of excited initially because I wanted to snap some pix of the flowers, though I'm not that over them (This doesn't make sense). I think I want to oficially take care of my blog now. Ciao.

One great crashing cacophony,

Hello, I'm here just to post for a little while. After this post, I'm going to sleep like a log till an hour after dawn.

There will be a celebration for National Day tomorrow at school. & there will not be any lessons conducted. Mainly sitting in the hall to watch the performances. The dance item was cancelled according to Lisa, awww. I was initially looking forward to see the dance item though.

Webcammed BrendaT just now. She laughed a hell lot, even cuz of some minor retarded stuff that I did.

Just for fun;


Lessons were as usual, boring. But it somehow got exciting in some way or another.
Tuition was fun, laughed alot. Too much sense of humour man, Ruisin.

I got to go. Ciao.

Memories flashed across in my mind in the speed of light. Where are you? I'm left alone under a dim lamp-post, counting the minutes to your arrival.

too difficult to comprehend.

Ok la, miss farhana rocks. Hehe I better say that if not you complain again! No la, i'm serious.

Let's post about yesterday:

I forgot what happened in school. I'm seriously very forgetful nowadays, how!! Ok nevermind. Then after school, went to grab a bite with jamie then i went back to school to see my primary school's volleyball girls(For fun actually). There were going for dsa.
When i walked into the sports hall, mr liu asked why i came.. And he kept asking me to get karyl, jacqueline and yuenqi in. He was abit weird he kept laughing HAHA.

Haha ok, then watched them play and all that. Then i went home.











BYE

False hopes.

My wishes didn't come true.

Why play with her heart... It's good to joke but I think you all went a little too overboard. And fancy herself not even knowing the truth. Aww, it's just so disappointing. Nothing but a big bunch of liars.

I've got to start studying.
Oh and btw I hate kangyi for calling me an ahsoh for the whole day, HAHA. You're just another typical ahgong too, OK? Haha, maybe I really do look like one cuz my ponytail's short. Maybe I really do look like one because I have an untidy fringe. But being rough isn't. And I'm not rough at all. Seriously.

School sucks but I have to study.
Sometimes Miss farhana doesn't rocks that much, but I still have to study.
I don't like studying but I still have to study.
People are tempting me not to study but I still have to study.
The computer is infront of my face but I still have to study.
Studying eventually gets boring but I still have to study.
My mom doesn't nag at me to study but I still have to study.
Sometimes I'm scared out of my wits but I still have to study.
Damn it.

I'm a nerd who's never bored of studying.

xoxo,


Yaya, nerd nerd.