life changed.

Mum and I.

June hols started. Got our report books back today and omg i hate it. Even thou miss farhana said i did quite well during the midyears... but overall the results are combined with CA1, so it isn't that great after all. Uhhh, dumb.
Okay, so the june hols are here, and i may be putting up pictures later in the month (: we'll al spend time having fun and.... doing sickening projects. So yup, enjoy your holiday people.


No one noticed how much effort i've put in, even though it's just for one little thing.
My mouth's too dry with words i cannot verbalize.

ASK ME OUT MAN.

These two are the most normal images of me. Taken yesterday HAHHAA. I have more retarded ones Just not letting you see that's all. I'm not that afraid of disgracing myself k, so i;ll post next time :D And. Many teachers are going off, not teaching us anymore.

Hehe i think miss farhana MAY see this so... hahahaha so sorry to all of them for always not doing my work/not handing up many of them. Okay... so BYEEEE. we all love you :3

I sound stupid. Ohyeah, I'm so relieved that i'm not counted as one of the lowest 30% in the cohort. Lucky no? Yes.

June holidays are here. Meihui, lisa, jamie, chingchi, stella, shaoyu, yanting, sherwinnie the pooh ask me out ley.

results all out :D

Ok i kinda have broad shoulders, coach said so. I've been looking at my shoulders lately but i don't know if it is broad though. Ok i don't get it. I'm sort of satisfied with my results so people stop asking me if i am. Hahahaha i've improved so much man \m/ EXCLUDING MY MATH.

Thanks to the people who motivated me toactually study,like meihui :D I want to catch a movie soon.

Is there something wrong with my tagboard? Where are my tags that I received?!

you've became so different from who you are lately.
i'd been wondering what had actually happened to you. i was always wondering to
myself why there was such a drastic change in you. you made me feel that you
were no longer there for me, and i was nothing to you. you are now always doing everything opposite that i expect from you/. haven't you got the taste of perfection?

misconceptions

Hello. I'm bored to the extreme. Grr I'm a bear.

Went to meihui's house after lunch+school to watch L change the world. I'm not a noob,I just didn't watch it before... even though the movie came out years ago.

From some angle or another, L is handsome! Hahahaha Some Japanese are too okay.
Like the male lead in Sky of love :D (Y) So handsome.
Okay whatever, I still love Show luo alot.

MYE papers were given back.
Most of my results were okay... except for my science and math. Ahhhh total disppointment.
I thought I had improved alot in my math, but nooooooo. I thought I could pass, but no~.
But many people in class didn't do that well too I guess. Anyway, I still improved kkkk.
Maybe I improved alittle..

Okay yesterday was the start of training. But I didn't attend it. My muscles were aching, impossible for me to stretch. I know many other people had to suffer too, but you haha, so sorry .
And yup, obviously I'll be resuming my training tomorrow.
Kimchi, you can't say that I slacked alright, cos I have a valid reason for not attending that training! Yup yup yes and you can't fight back! :D

Ohya. You people reading this, just tag k. I don't eat people. And yanting, you view my blog quite frequently, and I know it okay. Haaaaa.

Buhbye.

Demoralized

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This was taken in november, meihui's fringe was shorter, and it was nice!

I've been on this com for like so many hours. Nothing to do.

Okay all I had been doing was smsing yeehern. About some crappy stuff. We got back some of our SA1 results and some of them suck like !@#$%.

Ugh. I almost failed science. Almost. Meihui scored A2. She's really hardworking, I can say.

Too bad I'm not! ): I want to score A2 too. Obviously I can't. Ha ha ha. I'm too dumb.

After school we waited outside 1R1 to wait for xiangrui and chingchi.

I poked kangyi's cheek really hard when we were going out from school. It's like hardddd.

Then, we went to have our lunch. And then leon smsed me and said he saw me and yanting. The way he put it, was like as if I could give him bad luck if he sees me. UGH, dumb. Some kind of friend he is!

And he's getting fat man. HA. Whatever,I am too.

Okay van houten isn't that good. It's just somehow like cadbury.

I was just testing out my cam. HEHEHE. It turned out relatively well....

Oh and yeah, I'm going to DHS to watch some drama thingy, and I've just got the tix from stella.

Here's the ticket. :D

dunman high school... I can't believe I actually aimed for that school when I was about p5-p6.

I thought I was that smart, ha ha. But my results dropped like tremendously during p6. Kind of disgraced my whole class that year yknow.

It all happened because I wasn't focused on my math, then I became demoralized, so ya...

I was a com-addict that time too. Ha, dumb.

Fatness in me

I can't believe I'm posting now. I'm in with stinky clothes.
OHYA. Are you fat? I mean, did you felt ever so fat before...? I did. I AM feeling fat now.
And my brother said I gained weight. From 50% to 55%-57%. And I do feel fat.
Oh my god. I'm so thick.

I DON'T WANT TO BE FAT. Help me. Dear samaritans, do yell at me if you see me nibbling on a piece of fried chicken/eating french fries/eating at mcdonald's.
Seriously I don't want to get fat!

Oh and my wushu shoes are missing. Some idiotic fella stole my shoesss. God damn, now no more wushu shoes. I wore my school shoes for training just now and you know what?
I felt like a total noob.
Plz help me to lose weight healthily. Hahaha.
kkthxbai.

Je t'iame

Hahaha hi.

Today was history, great. GREAT, woohoo. Okay I am not that happy. Just satisfied that at least I studied for this history test okay! [: Like yayyyyyy.

Actually the paper is not that hard, I do hope I pass man. Paaassssssssss.

Then after that me and the others planned to catch a movie. Meihui suggested it~ :D

So...... chionged a little. Blah blah. Then we reached, Lisa was with her friend.

We watched The Ramen Girl. Weeee. The ending was not that nice. But the middle part was okay.

Then awhile later, I bused home.

Ugh, I'm always busing home myself. Yes, myself. Loner leh.

Then I went to interchange to wait for the bus. There's this Indian lady who cut my queue. When I was about to get onto the bus, her stupid trolley got stuck in front of my.

And yes, she moved backwards, and you know what?

SHE STEPPED ONTO MY FOOT. HER SHOES WERE MADE UP OF SOME KIND OF FREAKY MATERIAL THAT IT MADE ME FEEL SO PAINFUL. Dumb bell. And all she gave me was to see her Buddha palm. No 'sorry'?! UHHHHH.

The bus was kind of crowded and then she was like rushing for a small little seat. Then you know what again?? She used her stupid trolley to bang into me. I know it was accidental, but.. NO 'SORRY' AGAIN?! Uhhhhh.

And then she kept staring at me with her gleaming eyez. Yeah, EYEZ. All I could do was to stare at her too. Uhhhhh.

Yup now I am home, going for pizza later on. Ciao.

so, so much.

I covered my face~ :}

Heh heh.

You know something? I actually know sherwyn for like 9 years. Oh and I just realised. :O

Hahahaha, sherwyn,we're old old friends.

Yesterday was kinda fun. Vesak day.

First was going to yishun,and the performance started... yup there wasn't any stage, plus the field(?) was muddy. Btw,we all reached there earlier than 8,so you can guess what time I woke up :D

Not that early anyway.. ~ okay, we had to fall onto the field(?) for the performance,yup and of course some of us were muddy. I wasn't,but I was wet. I don't mind it actually,haha. I was actually more afraid of falling down. Then after our performance, snrs performed more.

It was 3 people's birthday,so sang birthday song.

Then coach talked to me and my parents for quite a while. After that went to pray.

Then my dad drove me to kallang mrt to meet people. Then walked to kallang leisure to iceskate with them! Them=meihui,shaoyu,herh kai,mingyi,brandon,jc,cr and derek. They went but some didn't iceskate. Chingchi didn't go! ):

Then started... fun! Me and meihui didn't fall at all, but many times, we almost fell :D

Then after that we took a very long time to decide on food. Then ate, then went back.

Okay, look at this:
S H E R W Y N (: says:
eeyore, i know you hate me

Hazel says you suck and will never rock says:
no lor.

S H E R W Y N (: says:
you post all the pictures of bearbear murder in your blog. then you know i am a bearbear.

Hazel says you suck and will never rock says:
LOL

S H E R W Y N (: says:
but the scissors nice

Hahahaha, funny. We are continuing our story. Okay now is commercial break because she has to sleep. Okay, good bye!

when life gets hard, screw it.

Almost last for school. Or rather; I was late.

When I came up to class, it was alrdy time to sing national anthem. Then I had to stand in front of 2R1's classroom. Kinda ps. Weird. I'm late like almost everyday.

& WTHWTHWTH I am supposed to go ice-skating this sat, but i think my plan is ruined.

Whatever,but I think it all started with me myself :\ ZZZ, god damn.

I hate this. It is darnx100 frustrating!

Never mind,let's look at pix about gummy bears.

Gummy bear murder.

Gummy bear voodoo.

Another gummy bear murder.

Someone wrote:

Mmmm, gummy bears. Too bad that they dropped them.

Hahaha, it's so cute :3

Why condemn other people when you're not that perfect too? It's like.. you two gossipped about people's looks, personality & character. But most of all, people's looks and face. Even though I'm not sure if you've said about anyone close to me, but I think the best is that everyone avoid you two. I guess that everyday, there'll be someone whom you two would like to gossip about right? It's for sure. I don't know if you both will come across my blog, but just think that you two are immature. So please, stop critisizing people's face or whatsoever because you're not that good looking/perfect too.

It's may now, I'm doomed.

Hello :D

Few days since I posted.. Ohyeah, I just went shopping yesterday, since it was a holiday.

I think Meihui really has to influence and motivate me to study.
We just got back our class tests for math and science and I know I improved in math but my science... still the same old thing.

Frankly, I didn't really study for that class test, only for math. Because I couldn't afford to fail once again!

Whatever, simply saying, I passed those subs with no flying colours, that's all.

Just had lit test the other day, I obviously wasn't ready for it. The average amount of lines I wrote for each question was about 7?

Failure, maybe?

Now doing maths sums, zz. It's super boring. But I'm god-damn scared of the math mid-years paper! Okay, never mind. Let's not talk about this.

Let's talk about how hardworking Hazel Chua is now. SPAM SMILES.

These were taken last year during the hols for supp. My hair's so straight, wth.

Hahaaa I think I still have the same way of writing~. Whatever, who will change anyway xD

Craps. Btw I think I look kinda the same (?).

Back to the topic! I am not going to fail any subject for midyears, including the dumbdumb literature!

Yuppp, that's one promise I'll make ^^

Okay, good bye for now,studying time.