Allure

Two weeks of school passed by like a breeze. School has been dreadful as always but I guess things are getting better as days go by. I just hope I'll have more motivation to study and have longer concentration spans, ugh. :( It sucks not being able to reach my goal, yet I give up so easily. Success seems so far away now, I cannot even smell it.

Need to start studying. :(

Results for the Melbourne trip will only be out next Friday, good luck folks! Keeping my fingers crossed. X X

P/s: Enjoying my hot chocolate from Starbucks while typing this.

I need a shower. Bye!

Mind the red dot on my nose. It's not a pimple. I think I look weird... Oh and my dad in the first picture, hahaha.

Reading is my new hobby.

I'll update whenever time allows.

It sucks to be me. I wish I was somewhere else. Anywhere but here.

Why won't you let it rest?

most ponderous and substantial things

here i am sitting in McDonald's, lifting my head to watch people pass by as i scribble away on my book. not to forget, i'm all alone. times like this allow me to have adequate 'alone' time as well as to listen to my favourite songs, evoking memories. i like being alone like this. not lonely, but solitary.

Inevitable

I think it's so so so difficult to get people's understanding. All I can say is that I'm sorry I'm not good enough for everyone. How did I actually land myself in such predicament?

One more thing, I hate my immense pride.

I think it's so so so difficult to get people's understanding.

In the world full of wrong, you're the thing that's right

One of my favourite chocolates. :D

Apologies for such random pictures. I was desperately wanting to post pictures on this space so...
Alright, anyway, Youth Day today was spent like any other day. Somehow it was more fruitful though. I need more days like this.Resuming lessons tomorrow after our longer-than-usual weekend(because I don't find 3 days that long) and feeling quite numb about it. I no longer feel vexed. But I have an uneasy feeling about tomorrow's training and I don't know why. :(

You said it again, my heart's in motion, every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions, watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love, and I'm terrified for the first time in the last time, in my only life