Awwwwwww, wushu training tomorrow afternoon ): It makes me think of competitions..!
I'm so afraid of the competition, after going through it for somewhat four times?
I'm beginning to lose confidence, help me.

Really, really really, seriously, I am very afraid of the competitions.
I know, everyone gets nervous and scared; But why aren't they nervous and scared to the extend that they forget their whole routine(?), like me... D:
I like training, but I don't think of going for any competition. It was really a scary thing for me to experience it.

Thank you everyone for your encouragement, but I don't think I can do it this time round. I'm so gonna break the ngee ann record..
Well, I think I still have to stick to training and thinking of competitions as I don't have a choice. Gambateh, Hazel :D gogogo~
I'm still sad T.T

Had CC training today.
I didn't have my fringe pinned up and it was damn irritating.
ARGHZ.
After training, I sat in my dad's car while he was driving here and there, and uh-huh, I thought for an hour plus; thinking of sooooo many stuff. And all are bothering me.
Yeah, I WAS thinking my wushu routines... I can't seem to get it off my mind~ I guess I'm really too worried about that.

I'll stop here, good night everyone ♥

Dear God,
I really wish you can guide me through.. Since there is no backing out now, I have to do what I have to do.
Please help me, just to complete this whole routine, even if I don't stand a chance to win anything. I'm fine with having to complete this routine and not receiving any trophies; It's already an achievement. With that, I would be able take one step closer to what I want to be. I really want to work hard on it and do my best, so may you please help me?