i think it's time for a fresh new start. i cannot continue seeing myself like this. i need to know my goals. i need to work towards them. these years i havent been taking my studies seriously. but i hate to see myself fail and struggling with my emotions after that.

i really need to see a change in me.

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disappointments. my life is full of them. but what is life without disappointments? shall continue to live by the quote, 'what doesnt kill you makes you stronger."