bad day today. just learnt that i am only given 2 choices for this year's altc: to go for this year's SEC2 altc as a participant OR just dont go. not allowed to be a facilitator. just because i missed the leaders camp in june. :( i actually understand the reason theyre not allowing us to be facilitators but still... sigh why is this happening. i remembered asking people, ' what if they dont allow us to facilitate since we didnt go for the one in june?' they all replied with super positive answers that we will still be going for it. see what happened?? facilitating the sec2 altc was the only thing i was looking forward to going because i dont think im even up for the leaders trip to melbourne. and since i missed the one in june. :(

need to get over it.

chemistry, chinese language and social studies paper tmr. wish me luck guys. need to be more driven

ps: i just ate some chinese kueh (idk how i should spell it hahah). told my mom to steam it and so she did. didnt realise that it was actually really oily till i was eating the 2nd piece. :(